Rapture
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I’m not sure if there are any truck drivers in this group, but I could use some help. In hopefully a few weeks if not less I’ll be out in training to be a truck driver. It’s been a dream of mine since I was kid. A few things to know about me before I continue because I feel they are important in this case. I first experienced wearing diapers when my mom put me in one when I was 14 for wetting the bed continuously. Later explored them more in high school and beyond. Didn’t really get into them until a few years ago. Because diapers at Walmart are not as comfortable as the ones now you can buy online. Now I wear them 3-6 times a week. So I’m not 24/7, and I’m not sure if I could ever be. Part of me wants to, but just not sure at this point. Lots of variables to consider. Sorry I may be going a bit off the subject. I’ll be on a trainers truck for up to 6 months. I am not incontinent, but I do often enough wet myself during sleep because I am such a deep sleeper. This is a bed, I’ll most likely be sharing in the truck with the trainer. I’m not worried about wearing them when I have my own truck. I can hide them pretty well as I often wear them in public. So here are few general questions I have in regards to the company in which I am currently applying for and some for the training portion.
Do/should I tell the company? How are they likely to react? Will they ask me to provide a doctors note? Can I even get one since I’m technically not incontinent. Is a there any way to keep it hidden from them? What should I do if I’m approached by the company?
Do/Should I tell my trainer? How are they likely to react? How do I even begin to explain my fear of wetting their bed to them without them just picking up another trainee instead? Is it possible to hide it from them?
Hiding might be difficult for me. I had this same conversation with my therapist a few months ago. She advised me to try on pull ups. I bought some northshore ones, and tried them at home here. Unfortunately, they did not pan out and I ended up soaking my bed. So I need to wear tab style ones. And those when taping can be loud. I also secure the tabs with packing tape to make sure the tabs don’t come undone. This can also be very loud when I am doing it. So I’m not sure hiding is even possible. I want this more than anything, but I fear my sacrifice to not be able to wear one when I need one is going to be too much for me to handle. But if I have to choose between wearing a diaper or being a truck driver I already know I’m gonna go be a truck driver cause I know eventually I’ll be back in a diaper. I’m just afraid of what happens if I make an accident on their bed. Like deathly scared.
I don’t know, maybe I’m over thinking this. Anyways if anyone could help me out or point me in the right direction I would really appreciate it. Thank you.
Do/should I tell the company? How are they likely to react? Will they ask me to provide a doctors note? Can I even get one since I’m technically not incontinent. Is a there any way to keep it hidden from them? What should I do if I’m approached by the company?
Do/Should I tell my trainer? How are they likely to react? How do I even begin to explain my fear of wetting their bed to them without them just picking up another trainee instead? Is it possible to hide it from them?
Hiding might be difficult for me. I had this same conversation with my therapist a few months ago. She advised me to try on pull ups. I bought some northshore ones, and tried them at home here. Unfortunately, they did not pan out and I ended up soaking my bed. So I need to wear tab style ones. And those when taping can be loud. I also secure the tabs with packing tape to make sure the tabs don’t come undone. This can also be very loud when I am doing it. So I’m not sure hiding is even possible. I want this more than anything, but I fear my sacrifice to not be able to wear one when I need one is going to be too much for me to handle. But if I have to choose between wearing a diaper or being a truck driver I already know I’m gonna go be a truck driver cause I know eventually I’ll be back in a diaper. I’m just afraid of what happens if I make an accident on their bed. Like deathly scared.
I don’t know, maybe I’m over thinking this. Anyways if anyone could help me out or point me in the right direction I would really appreciate it. Thank you.