A recent obsession... a "coming out" of sorts

[anton von leeuwenhoek]

The last few days, I've been staying home just to chill; not seeing any friends or anything. My family is gone all day so I'm almost always diapered. Anyway, this is the third day in a row that I've done this, and I've become really anxious to do it in front of other people.


Here's the thing, though: I want to really confuse the person that sees me; however, I don't want to full-out give away that I'm wearing a nappy with pictures of the cookie monster on it.

For example - yesterday I brought the garbage/recycling cans out at 6:45 am because I knew that that's when my female neighbor leaves for work: additionally, the early morning is really the only time you're ever excused for walking outside in your pajamas. So what I did was, as I saw the garage open and the car start to pull out, I high-tailed it into my driveway with the bins, wearing only socks, a diaper, and a long shirt (that covered all but about 2 inches of the diaper). I waved to her politely, but it's possible that she, too, was too tired to notice anything odd.. which is fine!

I also incessantly walk into my backyard wearing just a shirt and diaper, and sometimes sandals, pretending to walk over to where my dog is lying or to pick up some toy that seems out of place. It's fenced-in, and I've only once actually seen a neighbor; it was the guy who lives in the house adjacent to me - I said "hi Stan" and he said "hello; having a good summer?" then went back to watering his plants. Again, it's likely he saw nothing, but I was still in that diaper!




Anyway, the thing is: it was but once that I did this somewhere in crowded public. I was with my mom at a mall in Washington, D.C. (not where I live), and I went to buy something from the gamestop in there; I was only wearing these khaki shorts which were, then, too big on me, and a diaper underneath (and, of course, shoes, a shirt, etc). When I reached for the money in my pocket, I kinda did the thing where your hand plummets inside your pocket in search of money, and with your other hand, you sort of lift up the area of your shirt that was covering your pocket so that you can physically view it. Well, the shorts were big enough on me that they were tugged down about an inch to reveal the "Cruisers" logo and the picture of Elmo, both of which the cashier immediately noticed.




So anyway that point is: I have a somewhat recent obsession with showing off my diapers; does anyone else experience this?

[Chillhouse]

The urge is always there to do something like that, but I resist it mainly because I wouldn`t want other people to flaunt their fetishes in front of me.

And how are you tiny enough to wear pampers? You must be like 10 years old or something. A ten year old with good grammar, no less.

[anton von leeuwenhoek]

I wear two at once, which the tapes tied to one another.



It's quite simple and extremely comfortable but for some reason, a lot of people that I've told hadn't done it yet. also, I'm 15.

[TallestBabyEver]

i would just jump outside in the middle of the day with nothing but a diaper on and just say "surprise!!!" jk

I'd be more worried about some of the negative reactions you might receive if you start coming out to the world in a diaper. 99% of the neighborhood might not think too lightly of you as they may think your a perv or a psycho. I admit it is a thrill going out into public with diapers on and risking exposure, but i personally dont approve of just coming out with out your pants on. Im not approving or disapproving any of this, but just be careful out there

[Maverick]

Yeah, you're not alone. I know people who like others to see them in their diapers or at least come close to it. They like "the rush" or something... I've never understood it. I don't want anyone to find out about my infantilism... I don't even want to take a risk.

[andysetra]

The most I ever did was wear a fairly snug fitting pair of jeans and a shirt that *just* overlapped the jeans. I was of course diapered. This was back when I worked retail and didn't have any classes, so I was free to shop during the day at the other end of the city. It was definitely fun...I checked the mirror before I left and you couldn't really tell I was wearing unless I bent over or something... but I could definitely tell

Another time I went rollerblading late at night in shortalls(overalls that I cut, and now kinda regret cutting...) and a diaper... this was quite a few years ago when all I had access to was Depends bought at walmart or zellers....yeah, they leaked ..it was still a really fun night, and I dried up after rollerblading some more

[Lukie]

Exhibitionism is just one aspect of this fetish. As I've said many times before, people are in this fetish for a multitude of different reasons and everyone has a different set of appeals. In your case, you simply like the attention you get from those particular actions. Although, it's not something I'd condone (because it can give this fetish a bad image... well an even worse image than what it is now anyway...), but I can understand why you like to do it.

[Error404]

I can't deny you what you want to do, but I must suggest that you be careful, doing stuff like that could get you in serious trouble and people could completely take it the wrong way.

The last thing you want is your parents finding out you've done that and have them mentally link it to negative connotations such as rape, molestation, bullying and other things that could be brought up that *could* have happened in your past.

I'm very sure you enjoy it, but maybe you could do it less putting in big gaps between each time you do it, so each time you do it then, the rush will be even bigger than last time? I honestly don't know and although the fetish itself is all very well and good, exhibitionism isn't all that healthy and I can't think of a single good thing that could come out of it.

[anton von leeuwenhoek]

heh; you said what's good about it one sentence before admitting your lack of understanding for that, exactly.



it's the rush, really.

[Maverick]

Originally Posted by anton von leeuwenhoek

heh; you said what's good about it one sentence before admitting your lack of understanding for that, exactly.



it's the rush, really.

Yeah, but doesn't the rush go away if you do it long enough. It's like smoking a joint... if you smoke a joint so often, won't it just not be as fun anymore?

... Maybe comparing marijuana to infantilism isn't such a good idea...