Why the last minute surprise?

[lilfoi]

Well today i got the most shocking and happy news at thee worst of times. I was so pissed to recieve the info when i did but here's what happened.
I was with my girlfriend at school, we hadn't spent time with eachother in a while and unfortunately today was our last day together. My girlfriend was annoying in a cute way and she was always very childish. Sadly we had only hooked up a few weeks before school ended and i was branded with the terrible memory that she wasn't coming back. We didn't have to go to any of our classes today so we were alone all day in a secret place that most couples in the school used. We got to the spot and immediately she expressed how glad she was to see me again she gave me a quick kiss and started making out with me, but i wasn't really in the mood. So i told her to wait a minute and i would play the piano for her. So i went downstairs to where the piano was and started playing the Final Fantasy III theme. Because i had arranged the song i could practcally play it with my hands behind my back. So as i was playing my mind started to srift, and ii wondered, should i have told her about my diaper wearing? I assumed she probably wouldn't accept it and would label me off as a weirdo and that she wouldn't accept it. So i continued to play piano until she came downstairs looking quite sexy with her best puppy dog face on pretty much saying "let's go!!!!! don't leave me!" so i went upstairs Things happened that although not inappropriate (actually probably in appropriate as well) are unnecessary to go into at the moment any way i finally mustered up enough courage to try to tell her about diapers. Before i knew it i was sucking on her thumb, it was more comforting than a pacifier and i was suddenly turned on. Then i started the questions i started out slow the conversation went like this

Me: "So do you have any strange habits or anything"
Her: "Strange habits? well..."
Me: "It's just we don't know much about eachother"
Her: "well uh i like to go to sleep without underwear"
Me: "Me too but i just put on a pair of pants"
Her: "Me too...what about you"
Me: I have one in particular i'd like to share but it's a little to strange i think for this conversation (edging her on to inquire)"
Her: "Oh come on please i won't think you're strange."
Me: "No you will"
Her: "No i promise i won't"
Me: "Trust me you will, i'll give you a hint though it has something to do with the thumb sucking"
Her: "Uhh...you suck guys cocks?"
Me: "NO WTF!"
Her: "You suck your own thumb?"
Me: "Nope"
Her: "You like to suck other people's thumbs?"
Me: (With her thumb still in my mouth) "duh but that's not it"
Her: "you like to stick your thumb up your ass?"
Me: "Nope, here's another hint at what stage in life do people tend to suck their thumbs?"
Her: "As babies"
Me: "Bingo, now let your mind explore from there"
Her: "You suck babies thumbs?"
Me: "Nope"
Her: You let babies suck your thumb?"
Me: "Wrong again"
Her: "could you please just tell me"
Me: "Nope you'll say i'm weird"
Her: "No really i won't"
Me: "Trust me you won't it's not accepted in society (rethinking telling her)"
It was at this point that she tried to remember one of her strange habits and one embarrassing to her yet beautiful to me thing came out of her mouth and she said
Her: "Oh well i always loved drinking out of a baby bottle"
Me: "What" suddenly i was more interested so i pursued "are you into other kind of babyish things?"
Her: "Well yeah i like pacifiers and i always wanted to try diapers but it's weird."
My heart skipped a beat or two four if was lucky
Me: "Well that's it, i do too!"
Her: "Really?"
Me: "Yeah"
Her: "That's not weird"
Me: "Only because you're into it to"
Her: "You have a point"
Me: "So you like babyish things?"
Her: "Yeah. So why didn't you just tell me"
Me: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Her: "I thought it was strange"
Me: "Me too"
Her: "Oh got it"
Me: "Would you give diapers some consideration"
Her: "I'd like too, although i wouldn't use them"
Me: "Actually it feels quite good you should try it"
Her: "Well more than wearing them i'm into changing them and i think it's cute when babies wet themselves."
I was happy but i was also pissed because today was the last day i'd see her and i just found this out! Why hadn't i worn a diaper to school today? Anyway lots more stuff happened that i am not in the mood to elaborate on (but will do later) and pretty much she babied me all day even without the diapers. I also tolsd her its possible she's a TB and recomended her here when she gets her computer. it felt so good but alas it came to late. WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

[ballucanb]

Look if it's ment to be it will happen, if she loves you, she will see you again, be happy you told her and she didn't freak.

Things can only get better from here....

[Pramrider]

Unfortunately, that's a TB/DLs lot in life. When you have a close friend you're usually either too afraid or embarrassed, or both, to let your true self be known to the other person. Shame you had to find out at such a late point, but who knows what the future may hold. You can still keep in touch via email and maybe she'll join this site on your recommendation. Perhaps even one day you'll have a chance to see her again. Don't give up hope!

~Pramrider

[Roman]

Awe. That would suck. Good luck with life.

[dogboy]

Keep in touch with her. Remember, as you get older, you will be able to travel more. If it's love and a good relationship, love always finds a way.

[DiaperdCarl]

If you can handle a distant relationship, be sure to stay intact by IM or a social site and be sure to chat to her often.

Sucks dude, but try to stay positive.

[kite]

are one of you leaving the area?

[lilfoi]

Originally Posted by kite

are one of you leaving the area?

yeah she's moving this week and transferring to another school

[LuvsGurl]

Well congrats on taking the step of telling somone. THough I am sorry to hear about the timeing. Do keep in contack through. You never know. She still may be the one, or she may be one of the best friends you will ever have. Somone that you can talk to about all your personal things. But I am with a lot of people above, do not forget, as you get older you will be more and more able to travile and have that relationship. I have had a lot of friends that have been in long term relationships with people that live far way. It just takes time.

[baby_madison]

Oh that sucks. So how far away is she moving?