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| Never! |
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55 | 30.73% |
| Once. |
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43 | 24.02% |
| Twice. |
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33 | 18.44% |
| Thrice. |
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20 | 11.17% |
| Four times. |
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6 | 3.35% |
| Five times or more! |
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15 | 8.38% |
| Other. |
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7 | 3.91% |
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#83 (permalink) |
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On a Leash
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I was in kindergarten the first time I as caught. I always remembered nap time, I would try and sleep next to anyone who was lucky enough to still be padded at the time.
Then one time I remember one time when my pick-up was late. Pretty much nobody else was there and there is a male/female toilet block thing inside the building with a wall in front of the entrances, which were on either side. I remember there being an absolutely huge stack of diapers on the table in front of this wall. Were likely plastic backed back then, too. But anyway, I remember my bag being almost empty, so when nobody else was around, I just stuffed as many as I could into my bag and carried on normally. When I was got home I hastily got them out... then mum happened to walk by and saw what I was doing. She threw them out. I've got no idea why I didn't try to get them back later, but I didn't. Everyone has probably long forgotten about that. I was about 5 at the time. Perhaps they thought I didn't know what I was doing. Well, I certainly didn't when it came to being private about it! Another time a used (as in FULLY used) diaper was found in the bin, don't ask me what mum was doing looking in the bin, but she confronted me about this. Luckily since we were using regular shopping bags for rubbish at the time, and I was (and still am) incredibly lazy when it comes to the rubbish situation, I told her that someone must have just changed their kid nearby and dumped the rubbish into our bin. That seemed to work. And I don't believe that was bought up again. However! A few months ago, I left a couple of diapers under my bed, one used, for a couple of days. I was working at the time and since my grandfather had been released from hospital after a fall, he stayed at our place for a while. As a result of this, mum decided to clean my room a bit and change the sheets on my bed. She turned my mattress over and... there you go. I came back, looked under my bed after realizing that the sheets were changed, I shit myself when they were all gone, because I knew what happened. I had to go out nevertheless, and she didn't bring it up then, but I was a nervous wreck for the whole time I was out. I came back and after a couple of hours, we had the most awkward talk ever. I explained that there are lots of other people like this and there are far worse things to be sexually driven by. I mentioned that I was well-known and respected on a rather large forum (Am I?) but I didn't say our name. And don't worry. My mum is so computer-illiterate she once pulled the plug out of the back when I was out because she thought the flashing red light on the front of the case was a bad thing. She was worried that when I got a girlfriend (lol, girlfriend) that she would find out and she would dump me. She thought my life was forever gone before it really started. I could explain why I haven't/don't want to come out yet but that's an entirely different story... and involves religion. Anyway, throughout the talk she continually insisted that I get "help" because it's not "normal". I stupidly responded by saying that I like myself this way, that was hard for her to take in, and she threw it back at me when we got into a fight at my grandfather's place. I just left. But she just kept bringing it up for the next few weeks until I told her that I had gotten over it. Then she just dropped it, but for the next couple of weeks she kept hinting at it, that really, really hurt me. Like when a diaper ad came on, either she would change the channel or I would just slink away or hide in fear of a reaction. She didn't seem to understand that what I do is my thing and really does not have anything to do with anything else. But after that it was dropped totally... Until just a night or two ago when we were talking about something that would affect my life, I don't remember what, might have been something about a job, but she asked me if I had truly gotten over the "business". I insisted that I had, but had a very hard time keeping a straight face, so I made it seem more like a joke that she would bring something so stupid and insignificant up again. And she accepted my answer... as far as I know. :-/ I pray that it doesn't come up again. I like what I do, I love you guys and nothing would ever tear me away from you or what I hold with high regard in my heart. But I'm so scared that if I "came out" that would destroy her. I already feel like a total failure... :-/ But that's my story. Hope you enjoyed the rant... |
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#85 (permalink) |
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Regular
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I've only gotten caught twice (technically another time sleeping with a pacifier in my mouth but that doesn't really count, since that's not what this topic's about)
![]() Btw, Spirit I think you're wrong, you're not a failure you're a great guy who seems to be very mature for his age (which is a very good thing) .
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