heartbroken

So I don't know if this is the appropriate place to post this, but I feel as though I need to vent or else I'm going to explode. I want to preface this post by saying I don't want pity or anyone to think this is a woe is me tale, I'm just ranting because I literally have no one close to talk to...

I am, was, and will be a sensitive person. Lately the urge to wear panties has grown and the urge to wear less masculine things as well. I don't neccesarily want to be super girly, but I don't think I'd mind crossdressing right now, even if not in public. The recent heartbreak and my ex...