HI, I'm jay! I have never posted on a site like this before so I was unaware I became "lurker"! I am a dl, and have been as long as I can remember. It is amazing that there are others like me here. I have always been so ashamed of what I like and no one knows it about me. Like every guy, I would love to meet a lady that likes this. It's probably the reason i haven't dated in 10 yrs. I figure there may be one woman per 100 guys so my odds are just about nil. Anyways, I don't have any real stories, and my life with dl is almost exactly the same as every dl here. I thought that maybe something happened to me when I was a kid, or I was jealous of a new sibling. I racked my brain and can't figure why the draw. I feel like i'm a weirdo and if anyone ever knew i would be ostracized from all my family and friends. I appreciate meeting people here Thank you for accepting me as I am. Jay