I became a Little when i was Born. After infancy i was Late in Potty Training and i did,nt Walk Until i was 2 and i did t Talk Until i was 5. i have aspergers Syndrome which means i have Trouble in Social situations and i Can still have Problems now but its a löst better. I aleays remember my Papa changing my Windeln and singing to me and all my toys. My Mama Wanted me to grow up fast so she Shouted at me to stop Crying and actually Said the Words "i regtet it" These Words have Stück with me and they still hurt to this day. I have nightmares of Booth my Mama and Papa being Angry und ärgerlich and Wanting to hurt me. I couldnt Talk to my Mama like i Wanted because i was scared. I have had a Few Nice memories of Mama.
It got better in my Teens as ironically enough me and Mama Arne close and i Love her to Pieces but those memories and nightmares hide in the dark to Hunt me at Night. It Doesnt Happen Often anymore.
I always remember my Windeln from my childhood and i had a Schnuller. I had lots of toys of Course and it warnt all scary. Throughout childhood i Wanted to Look at Baby Spielzeuge in the Shops but i did have a nosy but my Parents Perhaps though to was Looking at a toy in partikular to my Age Group to Care. In my preiend After Watching an Episode of die Simpsons i saw an Episode where Maggie Want to daycare and all the Babys schnülii were tanken away and Maggie wenn to get them. After that Episode i Wanted a schulli again.
The Things that made me Realise that i was not Alone being a Little was when one Night i wenn to say gutennacht to my Eltern i saw a programm on TLC about Riley the adult Baby and of Course i watched it and it made me Realise its a real Thing and whilst i was pretending that ist was weird i was making Plans the neyt day to have Playtime with the toys i had. In April Last year i got my First schnülii but prior to that i made A makeshift schnulli but i Could Choke on it and my Bruder Found ist and Thrown it away and didnt ask and questions. This Christmas i Bought Myself Some toys and started to Collect schnüllis and bottles and sippies. This November i decided to Try Windeln again but it was only for Treats but this Week i started 24/7. i Know it was Long but think you for Reading.
Ärgerlich- Angry Or annoyed
Die- the (not to perish haha)
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