The other weekend I decided to get myself a dummy to try.
I have been reading about regression and thought I would try it out.
I have managed to hide my dummy between my bed and the wall. Then have tried it when my wife has fallen asleep no problem.
Then on Thursday our lady that comes and cleans our house was arriving so I take my dummy and put it in my sock draw of all places. Stupid!!!!!!!!!
It ended up my daughter went through my sock draw to find some of her socks and found my dummy. She asks my wife as I'm not home at this stage why I have a dummy. My wife just shrugges it off. (Remember, wife doesn't know I have a dummy).
She then send me a message about this, I start to panic and try think of ways to explain this. I ended up telling her that I have had it for a long time and tried it when I was still discovering myself as a DL. She accepted that reasoning. Thank goodness.
I told her I would throw it away. I haven't as yet.
Yesterday i had a chance to have an afternoon nap whilst my wife and kids were out.
I actually fell asleep with it in my mouth. However I'm still trying to workout what the appeal to sucking a dummy is.
Maybe you could give me some insight.
But what a close call. In fact I panicked more about this than telling my wife I am a DL.