I no longer have control. I get urges and not even a sec goes by I'm going. Yesterday had another lunch meeting at a restaurant and after eating we continued to sit for another hour. As soon as got down from the chair, I just started peeing. After getting out of my truck to walk back into the office, I had the urge for "2 and as soon as tried to clench it was to late. I told the guys I'm running to Starbucks real quick. I keep diapers under the back see of my truck.
I decided to tell my boss and HR. I was stressing out because of this and work. Not that I'm seriously having issues, I don't feel like I'm hiding anything. They were so supportive. I told them recently I've been having troubles and I made a dr appointment which is 2 weeks from now. They showed me a restroom on the 2nd floor where it's a single and has lockers in it. They said i can store whatever I need in the locker and use the bathroom if I'm not comfortable using the one downstairs. Also, they gave me permission if I ever need to, I could work from home if things get intolerable.
Seriously feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Now I just need to figure out what's going on with me.