So I have always lurked message boards. Never really wanted to talk about myself too much, but alas the time has come! I've been a long time DL, as long as I can remember. I've had a few past relationships and have told my significant others about my DL side. One actually participated numerous times! Which was awesome, and built such confidence that I wasn't such a weirdo. I seem to go through cycles of confidence about this side of me, I'm unique and just because I like diapers, doesn't take away from who I am. Then as we all know there are moments of self shame. I can't look at myself in the mirror some days. Luckily these are few and far between.
So anyway I've been seeing this girl for a few months now, and she's amazing. She knows I have something weird that I like but I haven't told her. She says she's open minded and will give anything a chance. She says whatever it is we can work through it together. This is awesome, but yet I still haven't told her. I have so much negativity about it. My last girlfriend I told wanted nothing to do with it and left me shortly after telling her. So now I'm worried my current girlfriend will do the same! This scares the living crap out of me! So basically that's where I am on this wild ride we call life! Long time lurker, first time poster! Nice to meet you all!