So I think about diapers at least twice a day, and they're typically nice thoughts of you know what I mean. But that had been going on for years now, and I can't enjoy it anymore. It doesn't even make me feel all to comfy or safe... It's practically habitual and fairly depressing now. So I got a sample of goodnites today and they fit alright! Problem is I only liked them for like 10 minutes.... I liked feeling them with my hand because they are soft and slightly cushiony. But I couldn't for the life of me feel the inside of them with the area wearing them? Uh, to keep things sort of clean. But my diaper region couldn't feel anything but the fact i was wearing something different. I bring this up because so many people state they find diapers comfy and soft? When I found them neither. Because I couldn't even feel tyhem really.
So I have two questions and will be grateful for any feedback.
1. Should I use some techniques to think less about diapers? Because it's starting to depress me that this special thing can't even make me feel better anymore...
2. Any tips to "feel" my diapers better?I mean they're cottony soft, but why can't I feel them? Should I shave completely for other than obvious reasons? I've already trimmed. Maybe wear them ever so slightly loosely?