I have had a terrible week this week and you'd think I would lean towards being a little to escape the stress but it just made me lose interest in being a little completely for a couple of days, it made me lose interest in a lot of things including eating.. I met an amazing guy who I think would be an amazing daddy eventually too but I keep overthinking everything, especially when it comes to him, I really like him and care about him, I don't get attached to people, not anyone, but now I feel a pull towards him I don't know how to deal with it.. If he doesn't reply to my texts I panic and worry.. This isn't like me at all, im always the strong, confident and independent one.. now he hasn't replied to my texts, I messed up and put him off.. I don't know how to start being little again and start getting stuff done.. I just feel sick and stuck
Sorry for the rambling this forum is the only outlet for how I truly feel..