So, I posted yesterday (I think, I honestly am awful at remembering) that I had finally taken the step and bought diapers, a pacifier, and a stuffie. When buying them I figured I'd use them, but not extremely often, maybe every other day. Though, since I've gotten them all I've used is diapers and I haven't been able to put the stuffie or binky down when I'm in my room. I definitely was not planning on using them this much, though I don't really have complaints. Today I tried to wear regular underwear and put away the stuffie and binky but I just felt so anxious and depressed, so I started using them again. I'm wondering if this will keep happening, or if it's only because I just started actually acting on my desires? Has anyone else gone through this?