Hello everyone, The thing is You know i have been stressed Alot, well some of it is becuse of my grandmother, who means well but, She is a Type A personalty and i am Not, and my brother who the less said the better. The thing is she took away my laptop yesterday, which got me all stressed for my grades (Which in case your wondering where i was yesterday, There you go.) Anyway, my grandmother is always on me for not acting normal, My brother gets me so upset and everything else just got to me, that i kinda got upset and said a bunch of things that were true, yes but still i shouldn't have said them. And this isn't the first time this happens, You see i do have a stress limit, and my brother with his not care attitude and his behavior, combined with me wanting to help him but can't, causes me stress and combined with everything, and pushing me too hard, I snapped and now like i said, my laptop is taken away until i get good grades, and i just want to be encouraged when i get stressed, but i can't be. Just like i want to be little but can't. I just went too far, and i try to help myself and it's hard when i get that way because my laptop was my only escape from my dull, boring, Horrible reality, and honestly I need help. I am thinking about getting therapy, but Is there anything i should do to me for help myself, and if so what?
P.S Don't Worry I am not Leaving yet, I am just coming when i can.