So....tonight I told my husband I'm a DL. I was so nervous because it was something I've been suppressing my whole life. Recently the thoughts had been more reoccurring and even thinking about it in dreams. It wasn't until a lot of research that I started to accept there was nothing wrong about being a DL. Even then I still felt a lot of shame. Yesterday I told my best friend because I had to tell SOMEONE and I knew she would understand. She was very supportive and understanding and helped me a lot to get over the shame. Even still it was eating at me. I love my husband and we share everything, so keeping this a secret felt awful. I haven't been able to sleep because the guilt of not telling him has been eating at me. Tonight I just couldn't take it anymore and I told him. He took it very well! I was crying because I was just so nervous but he was so supportive and just let me know it wasn't something to be ashamed of or even weird. He even offered to buy me diapers! I was so happy and I'm so blessed to have such an amazing husband. I'm so glad I told him.