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    Hi everyone.

    I feel funny, and not in a har, Har, way.

    Lots and lots going on in my life.

    And my head feel weard and fuzzy, I feel more little now than ever.

    Why is happening to me, am I losing it, if I ever had it in the first place.

    I don't feel sad. As I did when I was trying to be a grown up. I feel funny, I am still happy being a little. Wish I could explain.

    Sorry.

    Lot of good things are happening. New freands, and a potential new big brother.

    I would love to go to him about the way I am feeling but he only knows about my infertilism not the care of a little. I need to go slowly as always. He will make a good daddy one day.

    Sometimes I wish I normal.

    Sisi


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    Quote Originally Posted by howiebabe View Post
    You are perfectly normal for you.

    Hee, hee,

    Thanks I think.

    My big brother to be I hope. said I am over thinking becouse I am over tired. And need to get my self tucked up in bed. And have a good sleep.

    And I will feel better in the morning. Did tell him I been feeling like this for a while now not just to day.

    But going to bed sounds good. Which I had him to read to me. But my tablet will do.

    Sisi.





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    I hope you're not coming down with something like the flu. Maybe you should have a doctor check you out. If you're feeling off, it could be caused by a lot of different things, such as high or low blood pressure.

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    Quote Originally Posted by dogboy View Post
    I hope you're not coming down with something like the flu. Maybe you should have a doctor check you out. If you're feeling off, it could be caused by a lot of different things, such as high or low blood pressure.

    Yea thank you.

    have a Doctor appointment for next week. Going to tell them every thong. About becoming a little. Just hope I don’t chicken out. Need to talk about my wetting. And my head space. And how I am. Because it not normal not to be able to pay bills with out a panic attack. What in someone to care for me. As a child.

    What is wrong with me.

    Thanks for posting.

    Sisi.

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    Quote Originally Posted by sisi View Post

    Yea thank you.

    have a Doctor appointment for next week. Going to tell them every thong. About becoming a little. Just hope I don’t chicken out. Need to talk about my wetting. And my head space. And how I am. Because it not normal not to be able to pay bills with out a panic attack. What in someone to care for me. As a child.

    What is wrong with me.

    Thanks for posting.

    Sisi.
    Sisi, I was just thinking based on what you had previously said. Do you still live with your daddy and is he still taking care of you? I was just thinking if that had ended, that would cause a lot of stress. Anyway, I was just wondering.

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    Quote Originally Posted by dogboy View Post
    Sisi, I was just thinking based on what you had previously said. Do you still live with your daddy and is he still taking care of you? I was just thinking if that had ended, that would cause a lot of stress. Anyway, I was just wondering.

    It kind off came to a end after my birthday. I asexual, I am a kid have no idea of dig boy games, did think. I can bee so silly. I miss my real mum. Need to go really slow with my new house mate. Have been open about my self with him and he has a girlfriend. He cool about me, but he leaves me to it most of the time.

    Sorry find it hard to talk about it. So so frightened of this world. Just Want hugs, lotts and lots of hugs.

    Sorry, thanks

    Sisi



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    Quote Originally Posted by dogboy View Post
    Sisi, I was just thinking based on what you had previously said. Do you still live with your daddy and is he still taking care of you? I was just thinking if that had ended, that would cause a lot of stress. Anyway, I was just wondering.

    It kind off came to a end after my birthday. I asexual, I am a kid have no idea of dig boy games, did think. I can bee so silly. I miss my real mum. Need to go really slow with my new house mate. Have been open about my self with him and he has a girlfriend. He cool about me, but he leaves me to it most of the time.

    Sorry find it hard to talk about it. So so frightened of this world. Just Want hugs, lotts and lots of hugs.

    Sorry, thanks

    Sisi



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    Sorry I Shouldn't of posted anything. Just need to be a grow up, but it heart. And I really don't know how.

    Sorry. Hope you under stand. Don't have any other outlet other than this community. To be able to go this deep. And this honest.

    Thanks

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    Don't worry everything's going to be alright I've had the same thing about going back and forth about it. I've also had a funny feeling now and again when I go back and forth but it usually goes away when I stop thinking about it or make a decision about it since you have had it a couple of days it's probably the flu or something like stress. Anyway sending you all the hugs I can muster.

    Hope you feel better soon.

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    Quote Originally Posted by sisi View Post

    It kind off came to a end after my birthday. I asexual, I am a kid have no idea of dig boy games, did think. I can bee so silly. I miss my real mum. Need to go really slow with my new house mate. Have been open about my self with him and he has a girlfriend. He cool about me, but he leaves me to it most of the time.

    Sorry find it hard to talk about it. So so frightened of this world. Just Want hugs, lotts and lots of hugs.

    Sorry, thanks

    Sisi



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    For some strange reason, I thought that happened. I'm weird that way. Today my wife was watching a TV show where this guy was walking through a park. Out of the clear blue I said he was going to explode, and sure enough he did. He stepped on a home made landmine.

    Anyway, you hadn't mentioned him and I picked up on that. I'm sorry that it came to an end, but I also had wondered if he wanted some sort of sexual relationship out of it. I remember asking you that at one time and you had answered that you are asexual. I get that. A number of our members are.

    Anyway, I'm sorry but maybe it's for the best if it was one sided, especially on his part. When I was a teenager, there was another kid in my neighborhood. He lived three blocks down my street. We were very close and palled around, but I fell hopelessly in love with him. He was straight and I knew that, but still, the heart has its own mind. Eventually I had to distance myself from him because it hurt too much. I even tried to commit suicide over him.

    I think your friend may have wanted sex more than anything else, but I'm just guessing here and using my intuition. Anyway, maybe you'll find someone else, but in general, guys usually want sex. It's how we're wired, unfortunately. Hugs......

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    HUGZ!

    Hope you feel better soon!!

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