I feel funny, and not in a har, Har, way.
Lots and lots going on in my life.
And my head feel weard and fuzzy, I feel more little now than ever.
Why is happening to me, am I losing it, if I ever had it in the first place.
I don't feel sad. As I did when I was trying to be a grown up. I feel funny, I am still happy being a little. Wish I could explain.
Lot of good things are happening. New freands, and a potential new big brother.
I would love to go to him about the way I am feeling but he only knows about my infertilism not the care of a little. I need to go slowly as always. He will make a good daddy one day.
Sometimes I wish I normal.