Well, I'm having my ups and downs, and am planning to see a doctor about my possible bipolar and anxiety,
I'm not quite sure what to say to my doctor when it's time?
Do I tell him that I think I have bipolar, or do I tell him I feel suicidal all the time and have hallucinations and delusions?
I'm legit scared of what to say to the doctor, as I have anxiety, and am worried that I will be betrayed and put in a mental hospital or something, don't ask why, I've had bad experiences with people I have trusted in the past.
I have had a referral to a psychologist in the past due to my extreme depression and plotting to commit suicide in the past, do I just bring up that I'm suicidal again?
Since I'm 18 I can make my own doctors appointments, and don't want to tell my parent(s)
I've gotten to the point that I keep snapping and losing my temper, and I've been having episodes of having tons of energy like I can do everything, than have something bring me very low, such as a stupid remark?
I hate feeling this way, and need to do something, it really drags me to the ground, and I hate the insomnia and staying up for days due to my happy episodes.
Any Advice, I'm confused as what to do, as I'm not the social type, but I do feel like it is getting worse.