Hi I'm kinda new here but right now I'm worried about possibly being diaper dependent/incon (I'm not sure what the right term is). Anyway the story so far...
I've been wearing diapers on/off for longer than I can remember which might play a role in this but I decided that for one week I would be in diapers the whole time(I had to take a 1-week vacation).
Anywho a couple of days ago I was sitting on my patio when I peed and was able to hold my bladder open. I sat there for who knows how long just enjoying the feeling and wetting.
The problem is now that I'm currently dribbling pee with occasional spurts I can feel. when I try to stop it, I sometimes can but only for a second and it starts up again. Anytime I feel any urge to pee I'm already wetting. So now i'm really scared to go without a diaper because I'm not sure if I have control and I don't want to wet myself. I know you are not suppose to be able to lose control that fast but that doesn't seem to be lining up with what i'm experiencing. Any thoughts and advice would be greatly appreciated