Quick recap, yesterday I had decided I wasn't going to wear a diaper to bed and the following day after wearing 24/7 since Decemeber with a few day breaks in January.
I've been wearing for fun and yes my wife knows and supportive. Wearing diapers turned into helping me cope with anxiety.
Anyways, so yesterday I showered around 6 and didn't put on a diaper. I was feeling a bubble in my throat symptom of anxiety which I never get when diapered and gave in and diapered up and put on my footed pajamas. Bubble in throat feeling went away.
Anyways, wife and I decided to get some beer to drink. I brought up how she used to challenge me when I was diapered in public, so she challenged me to wear my red footed pajamas that are a size to small in the car to the store while she went in to pick up beer. Challenge accepted. I think someone saw me walk into the apartment but I didn't care. You would think this would bother my anxiety but it felt great. I didn't care who saw.
Moving on, we drank a lot last night which is out of the norm for us. Before bed we changed my diaper because it was soaked. After just waking up, my diaper is soaked again and my bed got slightly wet. On top of that, I woke up not having my rituall pooping when i wake up at 5am. When I rolled over, I can smell and feel it in my diaper. I told my wife this and she said she thought she smelled it around 1am. For the most part I really don't remember peeing accept felt like a dream the one time and sure don't remember pooping.
I really do blame drinking a lot as I never had this problem going to bed sobar. Has anyone experienced this? This something to be worried about?