I think its unhealthy.
Its become an obsession for me.
Sexually i only seek abdl type things.
Maybe its unhealthy for me. I read plenty of positive things on here for other people.
Sexually i want to be a baby. Everything about it turns me on.
Being cradled, sucking a dummy, breastfeeding, being carried to bed.
I wish i didnt have these feelings, and like mentioned on other threads would absolutely get rid of it if i could.
For me, its a fantasy i should keep it a fantasy.
Its taken over my life, what decisions i make etc..
Like most i struggle with the stress of adult life, but i think indulging in abdl makes this worse.
It has stopped me from sexually exploring in my 20s which effects me now.
Im not sure what the answer is for me to do but if there was an off switch i would have flipped it a long time ago.
Anyway, just thought i would share my current feelings