I've woke up today with a heavy heart. I feel alone. I've never had anyone by my side. I've had to do everything on my own. (Main reason I believe I'm meant to be alone) I've always believed in purpose. Everything is done for a reason. I'm not seeing the big picture anymore. All I see is that life sucks. I have no soulmate, no home of my own, or (at this point)peace of mind. I don't want answers. I want something to strive for. Love is a tough target for someone like me. I want something strange to happen. I'm bored of the normal. Depression really seems to be my problem. On top of that I see what others get to do with their lives. It only serves to tick me off. I'm here in a backwater town with mostly trash people feeding them like animal. It's enough to drive me up the wall. I'm have a better mind than most others I've met. I have a problem with my ego, but I really don't see that as a problem.
That's where I stand now. Hateful Alone Depressed