Yesterday my parents found my diapers and other abdl stuff. They have decided it is reasonable to throw all of that stuff away (even though it was my property that I bought with my money). They also feel it is reasonable to threaten to kick me out on the street if I ever do abdl things again under their roof. I asked them if they considered where I would go or if I would survive, they said they hadn't and that it was my responsibility to think of that. And they feel that I am the one being selfish and not thinking about how they feel. I'm scared. I feel worthless, disgusting, unloved and I want to kill myself. What do I do? Are they right? Am I being selfish?