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    So Hi y'all my name's Elizabeth and I'm an adult baby...in secret.

    Since I'm new to this forum and never really...opened up about this to anyone except for my girlfriend. So um...I guess I've been wanting to accept my adult baby side for a while now. I guess it all started when I was twelve. You see...my parents never really liked having me around and I've been abused my whole life by them. I recently found out that something was wrong with me in my nervous system when I was born and that's why. Whatever. Anyway, they hate my guts and often I'm verbally and physically reminded of it. However, I really wanted to go adult baby and all when I started to become sick. Medical issues disabled me and I ended up crippled. I stopped being able to eat solid food and I needed to wear diapers because I have seizures and have lost a lot of control over my bathroom stuff.

    I guess I've been wanting to be treated like a baby since I was 18 really...because I never feel safe at home and well sue me for wanting a parent that loves me despite my condition and that I need special care. So I tried to simulate an adult baby kind of life...by roleplaying a character on facebook, RP.me and roleplaylives.net that was like that. I invented Elizabeth Gold...crippled and teenage baby daughter of Rumplestiltskin(From Once Upon a Time if y'all don't know it).

    Anyway, I've tried to hide it. I'm in college in my senior year and I was recently publicly shamed because I wear a diaper the other day...that just drove me over the edge. My girlfriend supports me in this 100 percent but I wanted to find other folks like me so...here I am! Anyway, I just wanted to say hi and to share my story...also some advice for a scared and mistreated little girl who is scared of accepting who she is and of her "parents" finding out who she is. So...hi!! <3

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    Welcome to ADISC!

    ADISC is a safe place to vent and talk about AB and IC issues. We make no judgments (well mostly ). I'm sorry to hear about what has happen to you and hope things get better.

    What are you taking in college?

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    Oh! I'm a business major with an emphasis in Finance...so yeah, I have to do my AB lifestyle at home. But there's stuff I can't help because of my sickness. Glad I can talk to people though

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    Come to think of it, I'd better put this in the intro feeds instead. Sorry for my inexperience! :3

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    Quote Originally Posted by ElizabethGold View Post
    Come to think of it, I'd better put this in the intro feeds instead. Sorry for my inexperience! :3
    Yes, it would be better there but don't worry, a moderator will come along and transfer this post to the right place.
    Last edited by BabyDenise; 18-Feb-2016 at 04:22.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ElizabethGold View Post
    So Hi y'all my name's Elizabeth and I'm an adult baby...in secret.

    Since I'm new to this forum and never really...opened up about this to anyone except for my girlfriend. So um...I guess I've been wanting to accept my adult baby side for a while now. I guess it all started when I was twelve. You see...my parents never really liked having me around and I've been abused my whole life by them. I recently found out that something was wrong with me in my nervous system when I was born and that's why. Whatever. Anyway, they hate my guts and often I'm verbally and physically reminded of it. However, I really wanted to go adult baby and all when I started to become sick. Medical issues disabled me and I ended up crippled. I stopped being able to eat solid food and I needed to wear diapers because I have seizures and have lost a lot of control over my bathroom stuff.

    I guess I've been wanting to be treated like a baby since I was 18 really...because I never feel safe at home and well sue me for wanting a parent that loves me despite my condition and that I need special care. So I tried to simulate an adult baby kind of life...by roleplaying a character on facebook, RP.me and roleplaylives.net that was like that. I invented Elizabeth Gold...crippled and teenage baby daughter of Rumplestiltskin(From Once Upon a Time if y'all don't know it).

    Anyway, I've tried to hide it. I'm in college in my senior year and I was recently publicly shamed because I wear a diaper the other day...that just drove me over the edge. My girlfriend supports me in this 100 percent but I wanted to find other folks like me so...here I am! Anyway, I just wanted to say hi and to share my story...also some advice for a scared and mistreated little girl who is scared of accepting who she is and of her "parents" finding out who she is. So...hi!! <3
    Good Evening and Welcome,

    Just me, "Caitian X" here.
    I understand where you are coming from.
    I am an Autistic with Cerebral Palsy.
    I was abused a lot as a child too.
    I myself have been in diapers for decades.

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    Quote Originally Posted by caitianx View Post
    Good Evening and Welcome,

    Just me, "Caitian X" here.
    I understand where you are coming from.
    I am an Autistic with Cerebral Palsy.
    I was abused a lot as a child too.
    I myself have been in diapers for decades.
    I'm sorry about what you had to go through too. I wish this kind of treatment didn't exist and it shouldn't. Well we're here to support each other so that's good! If you ever need to talk you can come to me! Y'all can!

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    Hello Elizabeth.

    So much pain you have been through as I have been in that sort of position but only with one parent (my mum). When she was a young girl self she didn't make the right choices for me, she never changed my diaper when it need to be changed and she had so many boyfriends at the time. My problems didn't end there (oh no) one day she sent me to school in a diaper and she told me to keep it on all day, anyway when it came to lunch time a teacher came up to me and said " we have had some complaints from the pupils that you smell funny is there something you want to tell me?" I didn't say anything I just stood there and didn't make a sound. The teacher took me into the medical room, I then told her what my mum told me to do. The teacher then took off my wet diaper and sent me home, when I got home my mother battered me black and blue including bruising......i had a week off school for that. I think I have said enough of my life now lol �� Welcome to your new home. ( with us lol )

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    Hey Elizabeth and Welcome.

    I am relatively new here and have found it a great place for support and to feel cared about and I guess be around people who truly understand this ahhhh need of ours.

    I find it sad to see that so many of us have been on the butt end of the worst of humanity, and sadly or thankfully we are not alone. I feel more at home here, than at home, because everyone has been so welcoming, thoughtful and supportive.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ElizabethGold View Post
    I'm sorry about what you had to go through too. I wish this kind of treatment didn't exist and it shouldn't. Well we're here to support each other so that's good! If you ever need to talk you can come to me! Y'all can!
    Here in this community, you will find many other disabled adults. There are many with Autism or Cerebral palsy, or both, plus other disabilities.
    My late Mom was my abuser. She was psychotic and insane for decades. She never received the mental healthcare treatment she required to function as a mother and in society.
    My difficult upbringing made me the rather harsh self-reliant adult I am.
    Yet, my Adult Baby side is so very gentle and vulnerable.
    I still have unfulfilled cognitive/emotional needs.
    No wonder that I am an Adult Baby.

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    Welcome Elizabeth!

    I share many of the same experiences you do. I am disabled all my life. Worn diapers the whole time. I have been neglected and mistreated by caregivers and family. I know what it is like to feel different then the people around you. I know what it is like to wear in school and be shamed for it. I know what it is like to have a strong desire to be a adult baby myself.

    Welcome and feel free to talk about anything here

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