So Hi y'all my name's Elizabeth and I'm an adult baby...in secret.
Since I'm new to this forum and never really...opened up about this to anyone except for my girlfriend. So um...I guess I've been wanting to accept my adult baby side for a while now. I guess it all started when I was twelve. You see...my parents never really liked having me around and I've been abused my whole life by them. I recently found out that something was wrong with me in my nervous system when I was born and that's why. Whatever. Anyway, they hate my guts and often I'm verbally and physically reminded of it. However, I really wanted to go adult baby and all when I started to become sick. Medical issues disabled me and I ended up crippled. I stopped being able to eat solid food and I needed to wear diapers because I have seizures and have lost a lot of control over my bathroom stuff.
I guess I've been wanting to be treated like a baby since I was 18 really...because I never feel safe at home and well sue me for wanting a parent that loves me despite my condition and that I need special care. So I tried to simulate an adult baby kind of life...by roleplaying a character on facebook, RP.me and roleplaylives.net that was like that. I invented Elizabeth Gold...crippled and teenage baby daughter of Rumplestiltskin(From Once Upon a Time if y'all don't know it).
Anyway, I've tried to hide it. I'm in college in my senior year and I was recently publicly shamed because I wear a diaper the other day...that just drove me over the edge. My girlfriend supports me in this 100 percent but I wanted to find other folks like me so...here I am! Anyway, I just wanted to say hi and to share my story...also some advice for a scared and mistreated little girl who is scared of accepting who she is and of her "parents" finding out who she is. So...hi!! <3