Is it weird even among our own kind to desperately want one or both of your actual, biological parents to change your diaper?
...I see a lot of ABs who have an open and understanding relationship with their spouses, but I wouldn't want that; I don't think I could have a normal romantic relationship with that being a part of it; it would be too weird for me to have a wife who's also my "mommy" I guess....which might seem weird, because so many of us have dreamed of finding someone we can be ourselves around, but for me...it just feels like there's only one choice for my "parents", and that is my actual, real parents themselves lol....it doesn't seem too weird to me, personally, but figured I should get feedback from others to clear up any lingering shame/doubt about wanting my biological parents to give me the full baby treatment so to speak.
I can kinda see how some might be disturbed by the idea, thinking it like borders on the line of incest or whatever, but that's clearly not the case for me; I have no sexual attraction to my parents; I see my parents as "godlike", just like little kids view their parents, and my folks know this; I haven't actually told them that but it's kinda obvious that I have a profound attachment for them and am a bit dependent on them. Mom kinda likes it; she's always the most understanding and supportive person I know; Dad's a bit more weirded out by it, but mom assured me on my birthday that he accepts it and is beginning to understand. Still haven't had the guts to tell them that I'm ready to be their baby again; they wanted an answer on my birthday but I chickened out....halfway hoping they forgot about it, but I'm still working out how to go about it in my head/how to tell them.....been more regressed today than usually; I got distracted and stayed up all night long watching Barney & Friends lol; that brought a lot of memories back; it was one of my favorites as a kid. Also started watching Sesame Street again too and HOLY CRAP: Oscar the Grouch was ORANGE back during the first episodes! XD