Well, yesterday (1/28) was my 48th birthday. Last night, I changed into my diaper and onesie, which is my usual attire for the evening. I had a long talk with a good friend of mine about my childhood.
To my surprise, I really think that I am actually an AB now, even though I formerly identified as a little. I decided that I'm going to my local Wal-Mart and shop for some bottles and pacifiers, and try them out. I feel like it would help me explore and express this side of my personality that seems to have now come out.
I guess my headspace is getting younger all the time, because it wasn't too long ago I felt more like I was about 3-5 years old inside. Yet now, somehow, I find the whole adult baby spectrum incredibly intriguing and fascinating, and I want to explore it more and more each day now.
If I can afford it, I plan to get a nice teddy bear or plushie to have and to hold. I think having these baby things will really help me safely express and explore this burgeoning baby side of me. Phew! I never knew that I felt so young, especially now that I am a year older.
It seems the older I get, the younger I feel inside. I will post an update when I get back from shopping today, and possibly post a picture or two here and there of the stuff I got. I'd love to hear if anyone else has had similar experiences or feelings. Thanks!