Seems like it's been forever huh? I know right? XD Let me get things straight.
I used to have two full time jobs but now I have three.
...did I say caretaker? Yes I did because last November I adopted a cub named Meters Progress and for the last 2 months, i've been more happier than ever (It's not a sexual relationship but a daddy/cub kind of thing) so those are my three reasons why I have not been on in a good long time.
(I will probably lose my DC status soon but I still hope to help as much as I can)
Over the months that I have been gone, I have done so much thinking about the future going on and what's my status in life. I've talked to plenty of friends either on Skype or Telegram thanks to communities I go to but here's a downpour that I am about to drop ...I think i'm going to leave my babyfur side soonish. I feel more better off as a "Padded Caretaker" but I just don't feel babyish or have any tendencies of being a baby much anymore since I don't really have the time for it anymore. A padded caretaker in my book is still having to option to be padded to make my cub more significant about himself instead of being alone in the world (more of a slight snivy quote from myself) and physically exposing my little green pawprint pacifier but for the other little stuff like my bottles, the goodnights I still have, and any little toys I have plans on just getting rid of.
I am still 20 and have plans on getting a house built and on the verge of buying this vehicle, 2016/2017 Jeep Grand Cherokee High Altitude with a Hemi V8 engine. $57,000 approximate price ...damn X3 I want the SRT Hellcat Jeep they promised end of 2017 but idk yet...
I also had a caretaker for like a week but decided to leave me because he was siding with an admin on a site I was recently banned of because I was calling their admin out on his ignorance. That kind of hurt but I got over it. It is literally a game changer in my life about everything going on and I don't think being a babyfur snake is gonna happen anymore and I don't personally think it's a purge/binge cycle because I have not regressed from it, nor have I pushed it away or thought differently about myself.
I'm turning to you guys, think I should put it off to the side for awhile because it is going to be several more years honestly, this is my last year in college (end of 2016 is my degree) or just become a padded caretaker and give it a thrill. I don't think I need a caretaker in my life but it'd be nice to have one but as of right now, I am one to a little fox (who happens to be older than me x3)