I don't know that I'm really a sissy or not. I tend to be more of a "Type A" kind of guy and have no cross-dressing or homosexual desires in my normal life. I do however, have the occasional desire to be dressed up as a girl when I'm exploring my baby side.
I have an ABDL friendly live-in girlfriend who will participate in my ABDL activities. I have briefly brought up some clothing items I would be interested in trying and she didn't seem particularly against it, but she certainly didn't seem too excited about it. I'm less interested in things like panties and such, more interested in outfits that are more girlish (i.e. my little ponies onesie or girlish diapers). These interests are strictly related to my AB activities. I have no desire whatsoever to cross dress or anything like that in my normal day-to-day.
Anybody else have any stories of when they started to feel they may have a sissy side? How did you incorporate it into your heterosexual ABDL life? I'm not really sure what kind of info I'm looking for but I guess I just needed to put it out there that I've recently started to feel more of a sissy side, and how I'm a bit confused about the whole situation.