Im curious if these strong desires ever go away. There are days where all I want is to be diapered and feel as if I'm two. I feel so much more relaxed and less stressed when wearing a diaper too so I'm often times confused as to whether I want the desire to go away. I'm just scared I'm going to be caught in a diaper by friends or family or they will find my diapers. Anyone else have these fears or concerns?