Ok, so, where do I begin...
Since I was very little, I've always had this sort of fascination with helplessness. When I hit puberty, I began exploring this more and sort of realized I felt like being forced into being little and treated like a little kid. This evolved into a desire to be babied. I eventually Googled the term "adult baby", and slowly came to know and understand who and what I am little by little over the past four years. My parents divorced a short while before this, and I've gone back and forth living with each of them in equal time frames ever since (I don't think their divorce is linked to my being AB/DL). I'm 18 now, still living with my parents. My dad found out about it unexpectedly when I was 15 or 16. I hadn't spoken to him about it again until recently. I think he has a better grasp on it now and has finally learned to stop going through my mail XP I told my mom about it when she and I lived alone together last year, we don't discuss it at all now that she's remarried and living with my step-dad and step-brother, neither of whom know that I'm a little.
I only wore makeshift diapers and such for a few years and tried crappy store brand adult diapers until I discovered the magic of having an Amazon account last year. Since then, I've bought my own diapers online, ones that DON'T suck, and just recently ordered some footie pjs (which I LOVE) and an adult size pacifier, which hasn't come in the mail yet but I'm looking forward to ^o^
To this day, I have found true acceptance in who I am. I am both AB and DL. Sometimes it's a fetish, sometimes I just want to feel little, but either way I'm at peace with it. And the only ones who know are my dad, my mom, and my girlfriend.
Speaking of, I have the most awesomest gf in the world! When I first told her, she thought it was just a fetish thing. But a couple months later, I was having a conversation with her about it and mentioned an ABDL story I'm writing that I posted on deviantart ( my DA account is genericusername0 if you care to read it) She read it and, to my surprise, liked it! She later told me she didn't think of it as a fetish, but is now interested in the AB side of things, and enjoys discussing it with me now. She's told me she's always sort of been a little and just didn't know it. She still feels and acts childish sometimes, and even still sleeps with stuffies o.o So I had her over for New Year's, and before taking her home, I gave her my old pacifier. She loves it X3 and I love her. <3
I haven't been caught in the act to this day, and I intend to keep it that way.
I love geeky nerdy stuff. I love The Legend of Zelda. I love Spider-man. I love Star Wars. I love being a little. And I looooove my gf.