I'm sexually attracted to men, and I feel absolutely terrible for it. It has taken me a long time to come to the realization that I'm gay. It was something I discovered by accident, and men touching me is very interesting for me.
(I often have fantasies about other guys... and have crushes on men and women)
I don't know why I feel this way, I want to get into a relationship with another male, but am afraid to.
Is it normal to feel bad about this? I feel slightly broken, and weird.
but continuing onto this, I think I may be BI honestly, just not too into women compared to men.