I'm an adult little, and my best friend of many years sort of knows. She's a caring person and calls me sweetie and hun alot, and one night we were just asking each other random questions from tumblr and she said she would rather be a parent than a toddler for the day.
Night goes on and I was drunk, she had only had a little. But we go to my room and we sit on the small couch. I'm leaning on her with my eyes closed so she says lets put you to bed. So I get up and walk like 2 feet and get into bed. At this point I'm too drunk to care, I get my paci out as I sleep with it and my iron man teddy. She says "is that a pacifier" I say yes and hide it a little. She says its ok so I put it in my mouth and lay down. after 10 minutes I half sit up and look over to her nearly crying still holding my iron man and sucking on my paci. She asks me if I want to come and sit with her. So I get up and half crawl across my bed to the couch. I curl up next to her and yawn, my paci falls out, she immediately picked it up and just put it back in. She then moved me to my bed and she sat on it with me stroking my hair as I made quiet baby noises through my paci. Then she changed from watching futurama to phineas and ferb (which I love).
So yeah... I dont know where to go from here I'd love to do it again and she has no problems with weird fetishes although I don't consider what I'm doing a fetish as I experience no sexual arousal when little.
So I suppose my question is what do I do? do I ask her? I really don't want to lose our friendship. We have talked not about that night but she seems fine, as does our friendship.... so any advice would be appreciated