:sad::wallbash::sad::wallbash:
That kind of says it.
Most of my toys are gone. There are a few that I threw away that I wish I didn't. But whatever, I have new toys!
Most of what I had got thrown out due to sewage floods, 3ft of it in the basement. The first time it happened I was like 8. And I think only things I lost were some of my old rubber pants that I had always wanted to wear. Ugh Why didnt I search downstairs, I always wanted to wear those again; anyways. And more floods of the same later on, stuff that I stopped playing with progressively got put downstairs, then thrown out eventually. Only stuff I have is from when I moved to the attic, all my stuff got put in the closet, this is around when I was 16-ish. I threw most of that away too.
I'm not really too sad about all my old stuff. I mean, I hated my childhood. Everyone kept saying 'It's harder when your an adult" or something of that nature. But rubbish. I say it was harder to make it out of my childhood than any thing. I've evolved a thick emotional skin by the time I was 20, before then, It was very terrible, sadness, anger etc when I was young.. It was good to get out of that period, part of it was due to my parents not knowing I had Aspergers (diagnosed at 20). And I don't really need any of my old toys to remind me of that.
But now I can get my own new toys and stuff.