I'm going through a lot. My fighting was all in vain. My heart is in pieces, my mind in shambles. I don't know what to do with myself. My mate has basically left me for my best friend. I'm in ruin, I can't hold myself together. I love her so much, but I wasn't good enough for her. I have to move in with them too because I have nowhere else to go. I need help, I need advice, reassurance, something. I don't know what I need, but I want this pain to stop, it hurts so much.