It has come to my attention that I must suffer a great deal of pain and misery at the hands of myself and others if I am to change. So in this post I will forgo responding negatively to advice. Tell me what I'm supposed to do, do not be afraid to be cruel because I've had enough of it in my life that I'm starting to build a tolerance. So vent your frustration with me, tell me what you dislike so I can try to change my bad behavior and can learn to strive to be a better person, man, Christian, human, and whatever else I may or may not be. Also use this time to point out the good so I may continue to do the good and change the bad habits starting today.