My grandma is having neck surgery Thursday for her pinched nerves and I'm terrified that she's not gonna make it. I've been crying and crying and crying but its not really helping. I distract myself but the tears are always just at the tip of my eyes. I'm terrified because I love her more than anyone else in the world and I can't fathom living without her.
I'm just so scared and I don't want her to see it. I'm worried that I'm going to break down at the hospital and make her worry more...I have to stay strong.
How can I stay strong? <3
Support/kind words/anything needed.