I live with my mother and she found a used diaper of mine in the bin this morning and questioned me about it. She thought it was for medical reasons and said she would book me a doctors appointment but I told her they weren't for medical reasons but she didn't understand. She has gone out for the day and said she wants to talk when she comes back.
She seems like a tolerant person but I do not know how to explain this to her. I suffer from social anxiety and really panic at the thought of coming out as gay to her and this just seems a hell of a lot worse. The most annoying thing is that she was planning to go out today before and I was going to properly dispose of the diaper after she had left... I just really need some advice and tips on what to say.