Flutters, I feel for you so don't get offended by anything I may say. We are all unique as we don't all look the same, it would be a hell if we all looked the same b e cause we would never know to whom we were speaking with when we want to socialize. You need to build our self steam and get the hell away from your (SO CALLED) friends, I would never hang around any one who constantly put me down. I see that you are 18, too young to be feeling this way, you need to join, say the YMCA or other group and meet new people and start over in your circle of friends. There are a lot of good folks out there about your age who will embrace you for who you are. QUOTE=Flutters;1309237]I just don't know, I always put myself down. I can never shake the feeling of others judging me harshly. I just at times hate how my face looks, what I wear. What I like. I can't ever be relaxed around others, never myself.[/QUOTE]