Hi, I'm Mel I am 22 years old and working on getting my life together, and I guess I'm that phase where I'm supposed to be an adult, but I still feel like a kid XD
Anyway, a little bit about my diaper history:
I think my interest started when I was very young, because I remember always trying to find more interesting ways to pee like sitting backwards on the toilet, peeing in the tub or sink (kinda gross, I know... hey I was young and stupid), or peeing in a container in the middle of the tv room while watching TV when nobody else was home. I did the last one on more than one occasion because I liked the idea of peeing while doing anything but sitting on the toilet. Now, my brother had a bed wetting problem for a long time, and one day I discovered some adult pull up type diapers in one of his drawers (why I was snooping, I have no clue XD ) that I guess he used at night, and was very intrigued! The next time I was alone in the house in I put one on and went to watch TV with it. And so I sat on the couch watching cartoons and as I did I let loose and felt the warmth spreading between my legs. I guess it was then that I was hooked. I only got the opportunity to do this a few times before the pull ups disappeared from his drawer, never to return again, after which I completely forgot about it all.
Now fast forward to January of this year. I don't remember what brought it all back, but something clicked, and I started really wanting to try it again. I still live with my dad, so I couldn't just go out and get some to use whenever, I had to wait for the right opportunity. This came in April when my dad had to go away on a business trip for two weeks, leaving me with the house all to myself, and extremely excited about what I was going to do with all the privacy I did a lot of research before deciding that I wanted to try Always Discreet underwear (the highest absorbency level) as my first experiment.
The only thing I didn't like about them is that they can't hold a completely full bladder without leaking a little bit. So now I'm here, where I can get more information about all of these different products from people with actual experience My next diaper fun opportunity since that last one, is coming up at the beginning of September, and I have been trying to decide which brand that I have available to me am I going to try next.
I'm between Tena super briefs, and Tena ultimate underwear if anybody has any advice. I just need something more absorbent than the Always Discreet that I found to be not quite good enough for my liking. I'm leaning towards the Tena ultimate underwear though because I'm not sure about going full on diaper style diaper just yet... since I'm still kind of new at all this