Nearly 2 years ago I told my then fiancée about my diaper fetish (we just got married about 3 weeks ago!). She is now enjoys our fetish together. She's very accepting and participates in every way (wearing, wetting, changing, diaper sex). Before I told her, my fetish was mostly sexual since I had very little time when she wasn't here to experiment for long periods of time. It was like as soon as she left I wanted to tape on a diaper, pee, and then "finish". The entire process usually lasted no more than an hour. I can only speculate that since I wasn't able to wear often, that when I did, I had a lot of built up desire. Thus, the whole experience didn't last long.
Fast forward to now....I now consider it a lifestyle. I wear for hours on end, sometimes initially just for comfort. I'm excited to try different diapers; not because it's a turn on, but because I'm honestly interested in how it will perform. I'm interested in using diapers for convenience, and for a feeling of security. Don't get me wrong, it's still a fetish for me....I still get pleasure out of wearing and wetting; but I also love the feeling of just wearing a diaper as I go along my daily routine. The other day I wore for a total of 12 hours, with one diaper change at the 8 hour mark; a personal record for me! It felt great to wear as if it's part of my normal day.
I'm curious what other DL's have experienced as their fetish progressed. How does it make you feel? How far has it progressed? How have you integrated it into your daily life?