I'm thinking this is mostly depression talking, but I think I've hit the high point in my life.I'm a crappy manager at a restaurant. The job is boring and stressful. I feed incompetent lazy people. Some of who don't know how to bath correctly. I don't know what to do with my life otherwise. My hometown doesn't offer any other decent jobs. It's this or some job in the oil field. I don't have the strength for something like this. I think I wasted my life working at that restaurant. I feel like I have more to offer the world, but I could be kidding myself. Maybe I'm where I'm meant to be, but how is that so if I hate it so much. I'm honestly doing it for the money at this point. I use to have energy and drive, now I'm sluggish and bored at work. I'm feeling beatdown a little by life at this point.