So yeah.. Pretty much exactly a year ago I decided to try something new.
I'm SUPER open-minded and tend to try all sorts of things from time to time, kinky things are one of those which I want to go trough bucket-list style and diapers were on that list.
But after I started wearing I started to get this whole thing. It didn't really feel like a weird kinky thing, it's.. something else :O
The first time I ordered diaper samples and wore them, it felt AMAZING! I had no idea nappies were such a quality item, and felt so nice to wear. I immediately understood the appeal. I was surprised by how even the cheapest type of a diaper was really good, tho of course you gotta have a working product if it is used for incontinence!
But anyway, my collection of diapers grew and I started to associate them with so much good, warm and fuzzy feelings. Just going trough my stash and putting them in neat order makes me feel happy, and getting a new package of diapers is the highlight of my month
I've had A LOT of stress this past year and this hobby has helped with it immensely!
I even created a babyfur persona to feel immersed, but maybe I'll write about that to the babyfur section here some later time..
Anyway, I haven't had a chance to wear for a while now and it's bumming me out I had no idea I could enjoy it this much and miss doing it! But uh.. here I am. And I think I might be a diaper lover for the rest of my life hahah something really clicked with this.
Next month, I will place a big order as my birthday present to myself! I'll also throw a little "One year anniversary" for starting my ABDL "career" :P Just spend a day chilling in diapers, drinking chocolate milk from a bottle and playing age-appropriate video games!
I don't think there are many others who started doing this ex tempore? What I've seen is that people have had a very long history with nappies before actually starting any ABDL stuff, and self-acceptance has been slow and tricky.
Anyway, I am so glad this community exists <3 Cheers