* MATURE POST* I haven't had a relationship in a long time but in the past years I've questioned myself. I in all honesty am not one for seeking partnership but as all humans require to some extent an instance of love ^^. I guess that I've become more....wanting per say, in the past year. I sometimes like to watch....gay r34. Thou I can be aroused as much as disgusted with my self and I don't know what to think. I've also never had the experience of experimenting with others. I want a boyfriend but I don't know if I'm ready.
So what have you been through, what did you do?