I've been thinking and reading the How did you get your first diaper(s) and other posts, I said in my introduction post:
I think that I've had the want to wear diapers/pull-ups for much longer than that. I'm slowly remembering me taking diapers from family members. I think I had the notion that it was taboo to wear them at such a old age and stopped doing it because I was scared that I would get caught at home.Originally Posted by FluffyMastiff
Thinking back now, I've even taken a couple of panties. I think I was around 10 years old at when I took the panties.
I think that I'm slowly getting back those regressed (??) memories now since I've been wearing almost 24/7 for 5 or 6 days now.
I made a post about diapers.com discreetness. I ordered some panties for trying out a LG play regression. I vaguely remember playing with a purse (4-5 years old). When I was a bit older 8-10 years old, being at cousins house during summer vacation, (1 male cousin and 3 female cousins), when my male cousin wasn't able to play, I would play with the girls, and we would play with barbies and other girl toys. I enjoyed it, but I enjoyed the war games much more. Even now, I really don't do a lot of girly things, but I have thought about it. Thing is I highly doubt I'm a CD, but I do like the cute girly panties over boring boy boxers (what I wear now). I hate whitey-tighties and I stopped wearing them in high school.
I really don't remember dressing up as a girl, other than the couple of times with those panties that I stole from a cousin who was about 5 years younger than me.
I might not be correct yet, but I am a DL (maybe with AB/DL), but I think I might be a LG/sissy too. I might be getting something confused though. I'm not bi or gay that I know of. I know that I would like to get a girl friend, and hope she isn't put off by this. But the ones I've even tried taking to from middle school to now always puts me off saying the cliche things (eww, creep, I've got a hair appointment, I'd rather die, etc... I'm so used to that, it doesn't really phase me any more, but it still does hurt quite a bit.)
The past 6 days or so have been a lot of information to take in for my already taxed brain over trying to find a job and how I'm going to be able to keep up with bills and stuff when my credit card gets maxed out.
This probably makes since to most of you. But I'm not even really sure what I'm trying to say since I've dealing with, yet, another night of insomnia. When I bought my bag of pull-ups the other day, I went to a different store and got me some ZzzQuil to help, but I'm still not sure about it. I haven't taken any yet, as I'm not fond of taking medicine if I don't need to (usually only take Acetaminophen when I have headaches/migraines)
I don't know maybe I'm just ranting or trying to vent to clear my head.
Thanks for listening