So recently i made the choice to go diapered 247 and using my diapers for everything. basically i have little control over my bladder but i still have full control over my bowels; i have learnt to appreciate a good messing over the course of a month by locking the bathroom. as of now, i have little to no problem relaxing my bowels and using my diaper for it.
however, a couple of days ago i found myself waking up at about 6 in the morning to the smell of my own poop; i had messed myself when i was asleep and i didnt even wake up to it. i thought to myself it was probably a one off thing but to my surprise it happened again this morning.
is it normal for this to happen? because i read somewhere that its almost impossible for one to completely untoilet train oneself. but right now, i feel like im slowly losing control of my bowels.