Hello! I have been into baby and diaper stuff ever since I was 13 and such. I've enjoyed it ever since I first tried a Goodnite by then, but as of lately I'm already feeling discouraged about the whole stuff...
The problem is how hard is to find other AB/DL's down here. Most of my friends live in the United States, with a few in Europe as well and such. And of course the fact of them living in different countries makes it impossible for us to meet up. Recently, I have opened a Facebook account, in hopes of finding a partner to do ABDL stuff once in a while. But the few ones I found either decline cause of schedules, or live in far away states. Or are non AB/DL looking for sex or just potential spam-bots.
Second, is how hard has it been for me to get supplies. I don't have much, given I don't live by myself yet. Also, I've wanted to get a pack of something like the Cushies, but surprisingly enough, if they're shipped down here (I live in Mexico City) the shipment is even more expensive than the package itself. It is so f*ing ridiculous!
I have been under a lot of stress... I've also been paranoid. That's why I've been looking for someone to baby me IRL. I've got a daddy online, but again... they live in the USA. And text RP is not the same. And doing AB/DL stuff by myself is no longer fun.
I have been seriously considering quitting... but no matter how hard I try, I keep having the urge to wear a diaper. I don't know what to do to quit it altogether... or at least find someone to baby me.