In two days I have my first meeting with my to-be mommy which marks my first experience involving AB activities with another person. Before I get to what I want to ask you all I want to clear up a few things first. Mainly it is important to mention that we have done all the necessary planning and discussion involved with this type of meeting and plan to discuss it all again before it actually takes place. Secondly, I trust her very much and we have known each other for nearly 5 years at this point as best friends. Finally I think I should just say that while I am nervous for this new experience, I believe I am definitely ready for it.
With all of that out of the way it's time that explain what I want to ask. As a person who is constantly thinking I'm worried that I won't be able to relax and just let myself regress and/or ignore the embarrassment of being so vulnerable and dependent. I was curious as to what I can do to get myself into the head space for this kind of meeting in a way that will help me not put too much conscious thought into every single action I do. I'm not expecting to be able to get rid of every adult thought that races through my mind as this is going but I also want to be able to mitigate them well enough that I can enjoy my time without worrying as my grown up mind would.
Thanks in advance for the support!