40s family man, into music and things to take me into the country. Wear nappies most nights to bed because it brings peace and calm. Enjoy the headspace of a little and recently went to my first event - a wonderful experience. Find the ABDL community warm and friendly and look forward to interacting a little more than I have in the past. Suffer quite a bit from anxiety and depression - perhaps BPD, perhaps Aspie - who knows, but days when my head buzzes less are better.