So on Friday I have my first meeting with my mommy who is also one of my best friends. Until recently I have strictly been a DL and only ever really though about AB activities. In preperation for our time together I've done a few more AB things and found that they're really comforting and enjoyable and I want to take the next step with my mommy.
The only problem is that I can't stop thinking about it. We've been discussing all of the important setup stuff and we're all ready to go but our schedules force us to wait until Friday. For the past couple of days it's been on my mind very often and whenever I think of it I have a mixed feeling of excitedness and nervousness.
I do not doubt that I want to try it and I trust this person immensily but I just want to know if it is normal for me to have this on my mind as the first time approaches.