Update to my post a couple of days ago regarding wearing nicotine patches. Yesterday was day one of my current quit campaign, so I wore a patch for the first time in a couple of months. Last night I had the most amazing and vivid, if not exactly lucid dream.
In it my ex wife was wearing a diaper. This was weird as she never indulged in diaper play with me, nor me with her, and I currently have a girlfriend who does. So why I would be dreaming of my ex instead of my current is weird to start with. But she was wearing a cloth diaper and we were just cuddling. Suddenly out of nowhere a pacifier appears in her mouth, and she starts softly sucking away on it. I asked her where it came from, and she said she had just bought it to try out, and asked me if I'd like to try it. I agree, and she passes it too me, and I notice it has two teats on it for some reason.
Now while this is happening, I realised I was dreaming but could not have any control over what was happening. I popped the paci in my mouth, and suddenly I was wearing a disposable! I suckled away, and we just cuddled and she was gently stroking the front of my diaper as we lay there.
I woke up with my arm around my current girlfriend, spooning from behind. I have not woken up in such an aroused state for years. I actually thought that I'd had a wet dream, which hasn't happened for over 30 years, but I hadn't.
Can't understand my ex's presence there though, that makes no sense, but it was so intense and amazing!