Ok so I didn't know where to post this so I thought I could get some help. I don't know where else to turn to. I have been thinking about diapers lately and I have been having a huge urge of wanting to wear one. I have secretly wore some pullups before and It felt really good wearing them. I've also been having vivid dreams of me being in a diaper. Am I weird or should I embrace it? Sorry if I sound crazy. I can't wear diapers at home because I still live with my parents house. The only way for me to enjoy wearing diapers is getting my own place which wont happen soon. And this is stressing me Im afraid someone will find out what Im into eventually. Also sorry if I sound like i dont make any sense. I really want to get involved in the abdl stuff. Again sorry. Im going through some problems right now. Also if I end up getting some diapers if I might move soon anyway "personal problems" should i buy them from Amazon or directly from the store as i am a shy person and Ill end up getting a room mate whats the best time to wear diapers and a good place to hide them. And if i wear them all day can anyone find out? Sorry for my arrogance. Need some advice. Will be appreciated Thanks.